i just realized i have totally NO idea what i was rambling on about just now in my post LOL. it's the after-lunch syndrome.
it's a horrible day today. it started off perfectly well when i found out what i was doing at work remains status quo (trust me its a REALLY good thing. should there be any changes, i would have to go home and bring my sleeping bag to work).
and then i get a phone call from a very close friend saying telling me that he has been transferred outstation for his on-job training. i am ecstatic for him cause that's what he has always wanted, but in some selfish way, i hate it. sigh. as long as he's happy that's all that matters :) sometimes its hard trying to feel happy for a good friend at the risk of sacrificing your own happiness, but its alright. i guess we all have to learn how to deal with it. i mean, its only a year, right? sigh
but i am happy, but i am also sad.