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Friday, June 02, 2006

i've been having suicidal thoughts of late. it's getting a little worrying for me. i am not usually one to contemplate ending my own life cause it's not fair and it's very selfish, but recently i've been asking myself if it were better for everyone around me if they didn't have to put up with me.a thorn less in their sides is always a good thing.

or it could be that i was just stressed out and i've been putting up with a lot of BS from certain people, i'm not quite sure what exactly. i was just chatting with a friend the other night, and i was reading some other people's blogs; it's damn surprising to see people in that age group writing like that. i don't profess to be a good blogger or a good writer, but at least i don't write like a mid-twenties person with a 2 year old mentality (with the attitude to match).

i'm just a little upset today for no particular reason. i have just finished my submissions, they have all gone to the relevant authorities, and i am doing research on an engineering company which i know nothing about. all these should make me the happiest girl at the moment, but there is something .. not quite right .. at the moment.

plus, i desperately need to talk to someone and that someone is always busy. it's probably not fair for me to expect so much out of that person, but then if that were the case, that person shouldn't expect so much out of me as well. it works two ways. if you're busy, say you're busy and i'll stop calling or sms-ing. don't say you'll call or text back, or make plans to meet up, and then ALWAYS BACK OUT OF IT. cause it pisses me off.

goodbye.

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